So tonight I’ve actually arranged to check out a share house closer to the city! And I have a job interview tomorrow, so things are looking up again now that I’m just relaxing with everything. Carefree Lucy’s got it goin on!
Except, Sam hasn’t replied to a text I sent him 2 hours ago. We were meant to catch up tonight, but I’m going to just assume it’s not happening anymore. Too bad. It’s probably for the best though since I need to focus on my interview tomorrow.
Oh for fuck sake! I was just about to start writing about “text etiquette” because that has to be a real thing right? I’m not the best at replying to texts right away anyway but I think I’m just talking myself out of seeing Sam just because he doesn’t reply soonish to my texts. I’m stupid I know. I think I’m trying to find any excuse not to like this guy. I’m starting to piss myself off to be honest.
So he just texted me, that’s what the “oh for fucks sake” was for earlier;
2 hours ago Me: Having a better day?
Sam: Yeah, much better, busy though
Sam: How was yours?
I’m just an idiot. There’s no point to this post now honestly.. Text etiquette blah blah. I kinda want to cancel tonight because I shouldn’t see him, especially since I’m already complaining about nothing. Just his dragged out replies. Even though he always asks how I am. This is just meant to be fun Lucy stop being a dick. Someone slap me please!? Tell me I’m an idiot. Tell me I need to eat something because I’m being a cranky bitch. I should probably get away from my sister who dumped her son on me when I had shit to do just so she could go home (& to the chemist) and she keeps telling me to ask her husband if he loves her. I said no obviously, that’s not going to help anything. Damn she’s a mood drainer. I shouldn’t let her affect me that much. Breathe Lucy! I’m a free spirit right!?